LIFE

Life?why are we here?i dont understand why we are put in this world i dont know why people have to suffer while other people have it easy. This is my fist time bloggin and its going to be all about me, and what i think. I need a place to say what i think. So if dont like who gives a fuck. Im 20yr old gay male and still havent done nothin with my life. I feel as if im dead inside like everything in my body is rottin inside lil by lil. I try so hard to put myself up but I cant. Everyone in my family which i mean my dad nd certain others talk sht. My own dad who would believe that. He puts me down and he never listen to me. My life is going down hill so fast i feel as if im 90yrs old so weak so depressed. If i didnt have my cat i think my mind would have gone and maybe i wouldnt be living in this world right now. I dont want no one to judge me i dont want no one to feel sorry. I just want to be heard out there. So for now i leave but i see you guys soon. Take care